1st TrY - Unsuccessful

Fail... Ms.P dah dtg... If refer to BBT... suhu hari ni kire ok lagi... x de le jatuh lagi... 36.66celcius... huhuhuhuhuhu.... X per la... Chaiyok! Gwe x kan putus asa.... Ya Allah... Hanya pdMu kami memohon.. dan hanya pdMu kami berserah... Amin!

RumahKu SyurgaKu....

Ini lah apmt baru kami... X dpt kunci lagi pun... Mungkin dlm sebulan lagi kut... Besa le... Legal documentation x settle lagi... Lawyer ckp diaorg dh hantar letter of advise to release pd bank. Lagi satu tunggu developer nyer reply. Developer umah ni masalah sikit... Sbb property ni dulu abandoned project. Umah ni mmg kosong and x pernah org duduk. Owner lamer cina. Pernah mase pas sign S&P dulu. Gwe try my luck to minta kunci dulu. Sbb x de org duduk kan. Tp agent ckp dia x bagi. Kononnyer lawyer dia suh tunggu everything settle. If dpt, dpt la free duduk utk 2,3 bulan kan... Lagipun umah tu mmg kosong, elektrik pun x de lagi... Grill... lagi le x de... Harap2 jgn kene month yg dua2 umah kene byr dah la... uma sewa kene.. uma baru plak dh kene start bayar...

Mase Dec 2010, kami ader gi HOMEDEC kat KLCC... Kami byr deposti utk Floor Depot (RM900) & LAMEX Wallpaper (RM500). Valid for 1 year. Tp slalu gak diaorg call tnyer biler nak install. Hrmmmm.....

Utk Grill,kitchen cabinet & plaster ceiling (if bajet lebih) je x brape sure lagi.... kat maner and saper yg ok....

Harap everything ok le kan......

Singapore & Thailand - Dec 2010-

Singapore di Selatan Malaysia & Thailand di Utara Malaysia. Bkn shj dari segi kedudukan dua negara ini... From my personal view... Singapore maju setapak di hadapan Malaysia & begitu juga dgn Thailand... Mereka setapak di belakang Malaysia.... Kami singgah di kedua2 negara ni pd December lalu.... Singapore mmg bersih dan rakyat nya mmg berdisplin... buat kami rase... eeiii.. ni x bleh.. tu x bleh..... boring.... Biler di Thailand plak.... celaru nyer... semak nyer... pening nyer... Whatever it is... Malaysia is the best.... Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!

KAEDAH BBT to Detect Ovulation Date

My Ovulation Chart

Ni la chart pertama sy setakat hari ni... Mule2 tu mmg susah.. lame2 jadi addicted... everymorning 5.30am... ni la bende first yg sy wat...then, lelap blk jap... then baru bangun..... if tgk pattern nyer.. kwn2 di forum ratuhati.com kate cam air terjun and kate ader harapan... AMIN! x tau le... sbb first time kan... x bleh nak compare dgn cycle bln lain...

Due Date:	If you conceived this cycle your due date would be: October 07, 2011
Summary:	At least 2 cycles are necessary to accurately determine your usual cycle length and luteal phase. Without this information, Fertility Friend is suggesting to wait 18 days after ovulation before testing.

Miracle Day.. Rezki Day... PART 3

Mmg telah tertulis... Hari tu mmg rezki kami utk berjumpe dgn Dr.Hamid.... Humble je org nyer... Dr. tgk smua result test yg sy bw... "Hrmmm... Seems like Ok... maner silapnyer yer? katenyer... PCOS.. tp borderline........ Period Regular... Cume overweight ni mmg masalah... Hormone inbalance" "2 bulan pertama ni.. cuba Natural way dulu... If x berhasil... Rehat sebln.. Following month, kite proceed dgn IUI ye..." Both of us hanyer anggukkan kepale.. "If ader yg x faham.. visit my website and FB yer" "and please stop all the junkfoods and fastfood ye"

hhehehehhhhheehehehe...

Hadiah yg kami dpt utk dibawa pulang:

Utk Hubby - Speman (Himalaya) & Fish Oil

Me - Clomid utk 2 cycle (if bln ni berjaye, yg 2nd cycle tu bleh refund)

- Saw Palmetto (Utk Hormone) Adipex (Utk kurangkan berat badan)

- Metformin (Utk kurangkan gula dalam badan)

Sblm balik, gwe tegur Staff Registrar tadi..."Kak, jgn la mare yer..." dia jawab:"eh, x mare le... tp kene le blanje makan... sbb dh skip turn org lain.. awal sbln tu..."

SMILE!SMILE!SMILE!

Miracle Day.. Rezki Day... PART 2

Hubby kuar and tarik gwe.. terkezut! "nak gi maner ni?" jom la....... rupe2 nyer hubby nak tunjuk sperm dia melalui microscope... En.Suffian pun ader skali and dia gelak.. mungkin lucu bagi nyer dgn reaction ku....Sperm tu rupenyer mcm berudu la.... heheheheh... berenang di dlm rahimku.. itu ke...? hehehehhee... Exciting Moments!

Then, duduk semeja dgn En.Suffian...

En.suffian: "x nak jumpe prof ke?"

Sy:"Nak! Nak sgt... tp staff dpn tu kate kene wat appointment awal sebulan...." kekekekeke....

En.Suffian: "Eh! mmg le gitu... tap if x de patient.. bleh je jumpe prof.. betul ke nak jumpe ni?

Sy: "betul la"

En.Suffian:" Jum ikut sy!"

Kami b'dua pun ikut le.. dgn hati yg berdebar-debar... En.Suffian trus pergi ke staff registrar tu... kompem dh x de patient lain and mmg sorang x dtg.... En.Suffian suruh kami berdua register... Staff tu jawab "WHATEVER"

Baiknyer En.Suffian ni... hehehehehe.. dia ciap tunggu smpai kami dpt masuk blk dr.... hehehehe...... Jasamu Kan Ku Kenang Sampai Biler2....

Miracle Day.. Rezki Day... PART 1

Sampai je di Klinik... Hubby trus jumpe dgn En.Suffian utk wat sperm test... Sy tunggu di luar and say... Good Luck Cyg... hehehehe... Ramai nyer patient dia... Staff2 nyer pun cbuk... x de mase nk tnyer naper sy duk t'congok dpn diaorg... But I don't mind.. sy mmg nk duduk situ...sbb waiting room dia kat bilik lain... Sy tgk couple demi couple masuk ke bilik dr... Rasenyer ader le dlm 5 couple yg same age as me... mude2... Smua yg dtg tu mmg yg dh wat appointment.... sblm jumpe dr. staff dia akan ambl berat badan and blood presssure... 11.30pm makin b'kurang patient nyer... since staff dia wat bodo je kan... dgn hati yg tekad sy tnyer staff registrar...

Sy: "Kak, boleh sy tau... ader tak patient yg dh wat appointment tp x jadi dtg today" kakak tu jeling same gwe...

Staff: "x de.. naper tanyer"

Sy: "if ader yg x jadi dtg.. bleh sy jumpe dr? sy ader wat appointment.. tp bln feb nanti..."

Staff:"x bleh, smua patient dtg. kene ikut date appointment awak ye"

sy: SMILE!

Tak lamer lepas tu.. sy dengar senior nurse situ tnyer kat staff registrar tu... "ader patient lagi tak... if x de, aku nk balik dh ni..." she reply "ader lagi sorang, tapi tepon2 tak angkat pun."

Dlm hatiku... Give me her chance please... Please.. Please.. No one border...........

Thank You Harimau Malaya

Terima Kasih Harimau Malaya sbb bagi smua rakyat Malaysia cuti on 31 December 2010. Hari tu sgt penting utk kami berdua..... Our dream came true to visit Klinik Dr.Hamid Arshat di Damansara... Bagi sy mmg rezki sgt2.... Kebetulan pulak, Klinik Dr.Hamid x tutup sbb ramai org dh wat appointment.... hehehehehe...

Walaupun appointment yg sy wat 2nd February... we still visit the clinic sbb hubby nak wat sperm test... dlm hati sy mengharapkan lagi satu keajaiban tuhan.. iaitu dgn harapan dpt jumpe Dr.Hamid hari tu gak... jadi sy bw smua blood test result yg sy dh wat di LPPKN... tersimpan rapi di dlm beg...

Note: Dr. kat LPPKN KL cuti... tu yg tukar dr. tu....

Appointment dgn Dr.Hamid Arshat

Ramainyer patient dia? giler la... kene wat appointment awal sebulan... since sy call on 29th Dec... sy wat appointment utk berjumpe dr. on 2nd February 2011... tu pun x sure bleh gi ke x... sbb my hubby just start keje kat tempat baru... still under probation... x dpt le cuti lagi kan... tp sy book je tarikh tu.. mengharapkan miracle... Sy dh tekad utk mulekan fertility treatment after 2 years... sy ader 12 kali je peluang... Dah tolak Jan 2011.. tinggal lagi 11 chances... But I still kene cari jalan utk suruh hubby gi wat sperm test dulu.. When?

Dah ader ke belum? Biler lagi?

'Tahukah engkau siapakah orang yang mandul'. Berkata para sahabat: 'Org yg mandul adalah org yg tidak mempunyai anak'. Lalu Rasulullah SAW berkata: 'Org yg mandul adalah org yg mempunyai anak ramai anak tetapi anak-anaknya itu tidak memberi kemanfaatan kepadanya sesudah ia meninggal dunia'

What say you? or you will still keep asking? Hrmmm.... Sy x brape nak kisah sgt biler org tanyer soalan2 cepumas tu... But It's make me wondering... macam maner nak jawap? Dia ni x nampak ke? Do I look like I'm pregnant? Caring ke dia kat sy? huhuhuhu....

SMILE! itu je le jawapan saya...