Saat-Saat itu.....

Assalamualaikum Semua....

Diam tak diam, da 35 weeks of pregnancy.. Hari ni cuti... So, nak update story saat2 tau Pregnant tu.. Unbelievable. Believe it. It's real.. hehehehe...

1) On 30th January 2013 - 2 Feb 2013: Fly to Medan with My mum & sister. Masa tu ada discharge warna coklat... 'Period' la kononnye... Sepanjang bercuti tu mmg tak solat la... (5 Weeks)

2) Balik dari medan still ada sikit... then, da stop.... Pastu my breast plak sakit... sakit sangat... Pergi la check kat clinic... da ingat breast cancer plak.... Gi clinic, dr. kate tak sure... tapi since it's related to breast... dia kata baik buat further check up... So, dia refer to Breast Specialist. Minta GL dari opiz and pergi la jumpe dr. pakar di UMSC...  siap tanye Hubby. If breast ni kene remove, u sayang i lagi tak? hihihi... After few checks, Dr. sahkan tak ada apa2.... story to her about the discharge coklat tu... Then, dia buat kesimpulan, kemungkinan besar da keguguran. sakit breast pun tanda-tanda hamil katanye.... (6 Weeks)

Happy sbb x de breast cancer. Sad sbb da gugur. Tapi Cheer Up balik sbb fikir at least i can pregnant.

3) Sakit dekat ari-ari plak.... Bila batuk je sakit... ade skali tu kat kg. Tak boleh berdiri sbb rase senak sangat. Balik KL... try to meet a Dr kat Klinik Qistina. Tap dia asyik tak ada je kt shift malam... balik keje call clinic, staff nurse cakap yg ade dr.ganti.. Lelaki.. Hubby plak mmg suh jumpe Dr. pompuan je... So, asyik la bertangguh2.... (7 Weeks)

Finally, on 11th Feb 2013. Masa tu kat Sunway Pyramid. Hubby cakap why not you do a Pregnancy Test. Huhhhh??? Kan Dr. UMSC tu cakap da gugur... nak check pe lagi??? Ala... gi je la beli katenye.. So, beli la kat Watson... cari yg paling murah.. sbb da slalu sgt bazir duit beli bende tu.. malas da...... As long, menurut perintah Tuanku... hihihihi...

12th Feb 2013. Morning. Subuh. Buat test tanpa ada sedikit harapan pun... tanpa perasaan... Suddenly Two Lines in the house.... Waaaaaaaaa.... Trus gi kejut hubby yg masih tidur.... Can't believe...

Then, hubby pun bangun... dgn muka seposen.. Surprise face but still blurr...On the way to work. Hubby say pls dont be too happy... kite confirmkn after work nanti... if betul ada, Alhamdulillah... if x, redha je... Mungkin hubby tak sanggup tgk kite kecewa... so, jgn terlalu happy kate nye...

Balik keje. Trus Zoom ke Klinik Baba, Jln Kelang Lama. Mula2 dr. just cek based on tarikh last period. Ramai patient lain. So, dia cam x nak scan... ntah camner.. kesian kut tgk muka kiteorg... dia kate let's scan.. and we manage to see the baby... hihihih... even the scan machine is old fashion...

Dr. say still fragile.. sbb baru 8 weeks... Then, again... hubby say pls dont be too happy.... kita doa je byk2... Tapi malam tu dia yg sibuk gi bagitau all the VIPs.... hehehehe...

On weekend. we decided to meet Gynae Dr.Raja from Columbia Asia Puchong. She's knew my PCOS story and she looks stress when i first came in... ye la.. dia bukan pakar infertility... but i still love to ask her sbb gi CAHP ade GL... hehehehe... After i inform about the double line.. she's happy and keep saying Thank You God.. Thank You God... Dlm hati, dia ni tak reti cakap Alhamdulillah ke... hihihihi...

Then, with Scan Machine dia yg canggih cam transformers tu... Dapat la clear picture....

Starting from that day... Start la my routine check up with her until now... and NO Morning Sickness gak. Alhamdulillah. This coming saturday ade check up lagi.. For 36 weeks...  EDD: 5th October 2013.

Setakat hari ni... baru 4 hari MC... yg 2 MC tu.. MC tipu... sbb malas... lagi 1 MC gi Test Pegawai Tadbir DBKL (Stage 1) hihihi... Mengambil kesempatan di atas kesempitan...  yg betul2 MC... Sehari je... sbb kaki ni cramp malam tu.. esok nye sakit nk berjalan...

Begitu la Al kisahnye.... Takut Kecewa.. tapi Tak pernah Berhenti Berharap.. Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah 2013

assalamualaikum

2012 hanya ade 1 post je... sbbnyer mmg x de buat apa2 treatment.... cuma ade pergi berurut & towards end of year tu sy start pakai Lumiglow... Pernah dengar tak?

Alhamdulillah... Now sy tgh preggy 11wks... Tp sy x pasti yg mana berkesan.... dgn izin-Nya Alhamdulillah!

Nanti sy nk share Chronology of Event detik2 yg sy tau sy preggy. Sy tau mase da 8 weeks... Punyer le blurrrr....

Take care yer!

2012 Will My dream come True?

Baby? Boleh hampir dikatakn smua kwn2 sy yg berkahwin selepas sy telah dpt baby/ sedang pregnant. Sy x jealous & happy for them cause x payah lalui apa yg saya lalui. All those painfull treatment, stress with environment & etc. if u r in TTC club, u will understand what i'm saying.

Hrmmm... Cepat sungguh masa berlalu... Da 3 thn sy berkahwin & soon i will turn to 27 years old.. Another 2 years before the 1st number turn to 3.

Since, last IUI & anak angkat story... Diam tak diam da 5 bln berlalu... X tau naper, i still hope that i can pregnant naturally without any drugs. Kadang2 sy rase nk lari dari kesibukkan KL & tinggal di Tempat2 yg sunyi.. Cam Pulau2 ke... Hihihi...

Di samping doa2 lain, Sy slalu berdoa pd ALLAH taaala, "Berilah peluang kpdku utk menjadi seorang ibu".

Azam 2012. 1st Sy nk cube solat malam. Masa musim STPM dulu sy rajin wat gak. After da masuk U, da x pernah wat till now.... Hrmmmm... 8 thn...!

2nd Sy nk turunkn berat badan. Walaupun x dpt full support dari suami. Sy nk wat gak cause i'm overweight. Berat 65kg & tinggi 161cm. As a result, my BMI is 25.1 kut.... Suami x bg diet sbb sy ader Anemia... Penyakit Kurang Zat Besi.. Tp sy tau one of sbb sy x pregnant is berat badan ni.... Biler overweight it will increase the estrogen that prevents ovulation & increase androgens ("male" hormones) in women.

3rd Nak jadi isteri yg Solehah... ;)

No Anak Angkat

Last update ade citer pasal anak angkat kan.... Hrmmm.... Cancelled! Why yer? Masa sy jumpe dia, NGO yg jaga girl tu citer yg ibu baby tu mmg nk baby tu & she's 24 years old. Bf dia pun mmg nk kahwin dgn dia. Tp parents lelaki x berkenan dgn dia. Jadi diaorg plan nk kahwin di Thailand selepas habis berpantang nanti.... Walaupun ader black& white. Kami tetibe rasa ragu nk ambl baby tu.... Mcm high possibility dia nk ambil or dtg melawat slalu... in other way, we will be their nursery plak.... That's it!

Rindu...... Baby...!

Dah lama tak melawat blog ni... Hrmmmm...

Ni progress terkini:

July: We decided to make a u-turn to Klinik LPPKN.... Alhamdulillah... Dr.Hamizah still accept us... Trus proceed with IUI Treatment.

WHY? Klinik Dr.Hamid tu ok... Tp Dr.Hamid terlalu bz orgnyer & sy tak suke assistant Dr.Hamid tu... Dr.praktikal kut.... huhuhu... Dia tambah dos Clomid sy to 250mg and I'm scared with the effect... huhuhuhuhu...

So, bln tu wat IUI di LPPKN... CLOMID 100mg + Injection selang sehari. Sakit wooo... Nasib ada Dr.Hubby... However, the result is Negative.

August: Ramadhan! Rehat for any treatment.

September: Period masa Aidilfitri. So, tak der chance utk jumpe Dr.Hamizah gak. And sy feel down because tak dapat buat treatment. Tapi.... Jeng.. Jengg... Jeng...... Akhirnya Berita Gembira datang gak....

En.Hubby dlm diam ada menghubungi NGO yg menguruskan Anak Angkat untuk dibela. At first sy feel 50%-50%... Sy rasa kami masih belum usaha till end of the road... But, kesungguhan En.Hubby membuatkan sy ikutkan sahaja and both of us found our happiness.... Semoga segalanya berjalan lancar....

InsyaAllah... The expected due date is 04/11/2011. If ibu nyer tak berubah fikiran... We will have our own daughter.. Opps... Katenyer baby girl... Amin! Nama aper yer? Mcm mana nk bagi susu yer? If I keje, siapa nak jaga dia yer...? huhuhuhu....... Many questions keep flying in my head.............

Delay Period & Proceed with 2nd IUI

Delay period...? hehehee... ni la 1st time sy delay period sejak wat treatment dgn Dr.Hamid. If dikira2... sy delay 6 hari... hari ke 7 Ms.P dtg... Dlm 6 hari tu asyik prasan je... huhuhuhu... Smpai sy reject perlawaan suami utk 'bersama'. sy takut something bad happen sbb masih baru... Akhirnya dia dtg jugak... Terpaksa la en.suami bersabar untuk seminggu lagi... Sian gak.. Berdosa ke sy?

Now, nak proceed iui utk kali ke-2. Hari ke 15 ialah 10hb ni. Tp, mak mentua sy nak dtg dgn adik2 nyer plak... eeeiiiii.. bkn x suke... tp x sesuai masernye.... nk gi Genting Highland... tp baru pas iui, dr. kate x bleh outstation n kene bykkan rehat... hrmmm.. harap x de paper la...

TVS Scan on 14th Day without CLOMID

Semalam hari yg ke-14. As I mentioned earlier, bulan ni x wat paper treatment. Tp pas habis period hari tu, I went to Klinik utk ambil CLOMID for next month cycle. Nak try for 2nd IUI. Since, bulan ni x wat paper treatment. Tringin sgt gak nak wat TVS Scan. Just wondering if without clomid. Ader ke x telur nye????? So, semalam I took half day leave. Smpai Bukit Damansara dalam pukul 1pm. Klinik tengah waktu rehat, 2.30pm baru bleh naik. Then, utk tidak membuang masa. I gi wat Body Massage kat Bali Spa. Sebaris ngan Klinik tu gak and kebetulan tak ada customer.

Tepat 2.30pm, gi le klinik. Nurse tu arrange me dgn Dr. lain. Dr. Praktikal kut. x kisah la... janji dia tau gune TVS Scan tu... Tp mmg unexperience le. Hrmmmm.... At last, ada 1 biji telur. Sebelah kiri gak. Size nye 18mm... Bak kata Dr. tu most probably hari ke-15 / 16 baru telur tu matang... hehehehehe... So, HAPPY! Means I'm can have my own egg without CLOMID.

Since smua supplement yg Prof bagi hari tu dah habis. Dr. ni suggest me to buy Acai Berry & Fish Oil. Katanya bleh membantu utk matangkan telur. Fish Oil byk lagi kat umah. So, I beli Acai Berry ni je la.... RM70 for 1 month supply. Means each pill cost RM2.333333.