Alhamdulillah 2013

assalamualaikum

2012 hanya ade 1 post je... sbbnyer mmg x de buat apa2 treatment.... cuma ade pergi berurut & towards end of year tu sy start pakai Lumiglow... Pernah dengar tak?

Alhamdulillah... Now sy tgh preggy 11wks... Tp sy x pasti yg mana berkesan.... dgn izin-Nya Alhamdulillah!

Nanti sy nk share Chronology of Event detik2 yg sy tau sy preggy. Sy tau mase da 8 weeks... Punyer le blurrrr....

Take care yer!

2012 Will My dream come True?

Baby? Boleh hampir dikatakn smua kwn2 sy yg berkahwin selepas sy telah dpt baby/ sedang pregnant. Sy x jealous & happy for them cause x payah lalui apa yg saya lalui. All those painfull treatment, stress with environment & etc. if u r in TTC club, u will understand what i'm saying.

Hrmmm... Cepat sungguh masa berlalu... Da 3 thn sy berkahwin & soon i will turn to 27 years old.. Another 2 years before the 1st number turn to 3.

Since, last IUI & anak angkat story... Diam tak diam da 5 bln berlalu... X tau naper, i still hope that i can pregnant naturally without any drugs. Kadang2 sy rase nk lari dari kesibukkan KL & tinggal di Tempat2 yg sunyi.. Cam Pulau2 ke... Hihihi...

Di samping doa2 lain, Sy slalu berdoa pd ALLAH taaala, "Berilah peluang kpdku utk menjadi seorang ibu".

Azam 2012. 1st Sy nk cube solat malam. Masa musim STPM dulu sy rajin wat gak. After da masuk U, da x pernah wat till now.... Hrmmmm... 8 thn...!

2nd Sy nk turunkn berat badan. Walaupun x dpt full support dari suami. Sy nk wat gak cause i'm overweight. Berat 65kg & tinggi 161cm. As a result, my BMI is 25.1 kut.... Suami x bg diet sbb sy ader Anemia... Penyakit Kurang Zat Besi.. Tp sy tau one of sbb sy x pregnant is berat badan ni.... Biler overweight it will increase the estrogen that prevents ovulation & increase androgens ("male" hormones) in women.

3rd Nak jadi isteri yg Solehah... ;)

No Anak Angkat

Last update ade citer pasal anak angkat kan.... Hrmmm.... Cancelled! Why yer? Masa sy jumpe dia, NGO yg jaga girl tu citer yg ibu baby tu mmg nk baby tu & she's 24 years old. Bf dia pun mmg nk kahwin dgn dia. Tp parents lelaki x berkenan dgn dia. Jadi diaorg plan nk kahwin di Thailand selepas habis berpantang nanti.... Walaupun ader black& white. Kami tetibe rasa ragu nk ambl baby tu.... Mcm high possibility dia nk ambil or dtg melawat slalu... in other way, we will be their nursery plak.... That's it!

Rindu...... Baby...!

Dah lama tak melawat blog ni... Hrmmmm...

Ni progress terkini:

July: We decided to make a u-turn to Klinik LPPKN.... Alhamdulillah... Dr.Hamizah still accept us... Trus proceed with IUI Treatment.

WHY? Klinik Dr.Hamid tu ok... Tp Dr.Hamid terlalu bz orgnyer & sy tak suke assistant Dr.Hamid tu... Dr.praktikal kut.... huhuhu... Dia tambah dos Clomid sy to 250mg and I'm scared with the effect... huhuhuhuhu...

So, bln tu wat IUI di LPPKN... CLOMID 100mg + Injection selang sehari. Sakit wooo... Nasib ada Dr.Hubby... However, the result is Negative.

August: Ramadhan! Rehat for any treatment.

September: Period masa Aidilfitri. So, tak der chance utk jumpe Dr.Hamizah gak. And sy feel down because tak dapat buat treatment. Tapi.... Jeng.. Jengg... Jeng...... Akhirnya Berita Gembira datang gak....

En.Hubby dlm diam ada menghubungi NGO yg menguruskan Anak Angkat untuk dibela. At first sy feel 50%-50%... Sy rasa kami masih belum usaha till end of the road... But, kesungguhan En.Hubby membuatkan sy ikutkan sahaja and both of us found our happiness.... Semoga segalanya berjalan lancar....

InsyaAllah... The expected due date is 04/11/2011. If ibu nyer tak berubah fikiran... We will have our own daughter.. Opps... Katenyer baby girl... Amin! Nama aper yer? Mcm mana nk bagi susu yer? If I keje, siapa nak jaga dia yer...? huhuhuhu....... Many questions keep flying in my head.............

Delay Period & Proceed with 2nd IUI

Delay period...? hehehee... ni la 1st time sy delay period sejak wat treatment dgn Dr.Hamid. If dikira2... sy delay 6 hari... hari ke 7 Ms.P dtg... Dlm 6 hari tu asyik prasan je... huhuhuhu... Smpai sy reject perlawaan suami utk 'bersama'. sy takut something bad happen sbb masih baru... Akhirnya dia dtg jugak... Terpaksa la en.suami bersabar untuk seminggu lagi... Sian gak.. Berdosa ke sy?

Now, nak proceed iui utk kali ke-2. Hari ke 15 ialah 10hb ni. Tp, mak mentua sy nak dtg dgn adik2 nyer plak... eeeiiiii.. bkn x suke... tp x sesuai masernye.... nk gi Genting Highland... tp baru pas iui, dr. kate x bleh outstation n kene bykkan rehat... hrmmm.. harap x de paper la...

TVS Scan on 14th Day without CLOMID

Semalam hari yg ke-14. As I mentioned earlier, bulan ni x wat paper treatment. Tp pas habis period hari tu, I went to Klinik utk ambil CLOMID for next month cycle. Nak try for 2nd IUI. Since, bulan ni x wat paper treatment. Tringin sgt gak nak wat TVS Scan. Just wondering if without clomid. Ader ke x telur nye????? So, semalam I took half day leave. Smpai Bukit Damansara dalam pukul 1pm. Klinik tengah waktu rehat, 2.30pm baru bleh naik. Then, utk tidak membuang masa. I gi wat Body Massage kat Bali Spa. Sebaris ngan Klinik tu gak and kebetulan tak ada customer.

Tepat 2.30pm, gi le klinik. Nurse tu arrange me dgn Dr. lain. Dr. Praktikal kut. x kisah la... janji dia tau gune TVS Scan tu... Tp mmg unexperience le. Hrmmmm.... At last, ada 1 biji telur. Sebelah kiri gak. Size nye 18mm... Bak kata Dr. tu most probably hari ke-15 / 16 baru telur tu matang... hehehehehe... So, HAPPY! Means I'm can have my own egg without CLOMID.

Since smua supplement yg Prof bagi hari tu dah habis. Dr. ni suggest me to buy Acai Berry & Fish Oil. Katanya bleh membantu utk matangkan telur. Fish Oil byk lagi kat umah. So, I beli Acai Berry ni je la.... RM70 for 1 month supply. Means each pill cost RM2.333333.

1st IUI - Result: Failed

My BBT Chart for this cycle...!

Failed..! Hari ni Ms.P dtg menjengah. Tepat pd masanya. x sempat delay sehari pun. huhuhuhuhu...

Hubby kate nak buat iui lagi skali bulan dpn. Ermmm.. I don't feel so... Nak rehat sebulan dulu. If nk proceed pun, maybe on next June...

Ermm... utk tidak m'stress kan diri. I ada plan utk May ni. 1st, I nak start makan Jamu Ratu Dara le... Dh beli. Tp x start lagi sbb wat iui hari tu kan. Based on testimoni, JDR tu bleh rawat masalah keputihan. Masa wat iui hari tu, mmg Dr. ader tegur.

2nd. Everyday I nak blk tepat pd pukul 5.45pm. I will join Body Transformation Camp. Mcm biasa, I t'beli voucher from MYDEAL.COM.MY. RM39.90 for two weeks unlimited visit. Harap bleh turunkan berat badan sikit within 2 weeks tu. X best la rasenyer depends on diet je. Plus, I can meet a new friends.

Both practices towards a same mission. Baby! That's all.

Hujung minggu depan kene balik kg. Kenduri Tahlil utk arwah bapak mertuaku. Hrmmm... x larat le nak layan soalan2 cepumas diaorg nanti. Rase berat je nk blk.. uwwaaaaa...